I can feel myself slowly suffocating in this tiny room in this tiny apartment in this tiny school in this big city in this big world. With the curtains drawn and the lights shining bright. The train in the distance. It’s all relative. 

When I was younger, I always used to sit on my bed and look out the window while I played Owl City. I dreamt of better more beautiful days. Far away from where I am. In other worlds. I used to stare at the sky and every night my favorite star would come out and greet me. I would watch the starts for hours. Sometimes sneaking out on my roof to glare at the beauty of the night sky. And dream of better days. Days of joy and peace. Where the wind blew and the sky shone bright upon my smiling face. Where trees grew tall and lakes grew deep. Where grass grew freely and blew in the breeze. Where the hill and mountains rolled on for miles. Where snow fell on the top of mountains and flowers grew from the earth. And all day I would run and jump and bask in the beauty of the world we live in. But the more I grow up. That place seems harder to find. Through the cars and the people and the filth of life. Through the cities and the roads and smog. Through the death and destruction that is inevitable. But I still dream of better and more beautiful days, and of my place of joy. I long for that day when I come over the hill and know I have found the place my heart has been longing for. I pray for that to come soon. I can feel myself suffocating in this city. 

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My couch smells like boys

as-howarth said: Hey John, what is your reaction to the news that the Riverside district has chosen to ban TFIOS from middle school libraries on the grounds that it deals with mortality and sex? I remember your reactions to similar situations concerning your books have been pretty animated and wondered what you thought?


I guess I am both happy and sad.

I am happy because apparently young people in Riverside, California will never witness or experience mortality since they won’t be reading my book, which is great for them.

But I am also sad because I was really hoping I would be able to introduce the idea that human beings die to the children of Riverside, California and thereby crush their dreams of immortality.

Honestly I have a tiny little peach fuzz mustache and my boyfriend makes me shave it

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Honestly someone telling me that I smell good is like the best compliment ever

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Saturday night 💋#happysaturday #longhair #blondie


look at this snape i found


it seems normal but then


what is this


turn to page 394 motherfucker


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Today I really, truly thought about the death penalty. It’s amazing that our government is allowed to actually kill certain people.

U2 sucks so bad they had to have Apple give everyone their album for free. Like “Apple please just download this to everyone’s iCloud. Please we need fans!”

This generation of teenagers is literally so fucking sad.